Neglect

Dear Blog

I am sorry for rubbish. I have negelected you over the past couple of weeks and i am sorry. I promise never to do it again.

x

So things have been quite strange at the mo. I had a couple of bizarre female moments. I met a girl who was very cute. Had a bit of a snog in a club (I hate couples who spend all night locked on to each other, and I am ashamed to admit I became one of them...). I knew there was something slightly amiss as she wasnt a very great kisser. Baring in mind she is my age you kinda hope that they can kiss by then. I decided to ignore this and still went home with her. BIG mistake. It was awful. Hell I was awful. It was so dispassionat that I realised I had zoned out for a few minutes and stopped and she was asking what I was doing! It was so wrong. For the first time ever I regretted sleeping with someone.

Then I had the polar opposite. I met up with a girl. We watched a film then hung out at mine. I walked her to the bus stop (what a gentleman) and then just a peck on the cheek and goodbye. Made me think that maybe she saw us as just frineds even though I thought there was something more. My instincts were perhaps way off. That was until the next day. Twenty minutes worth of dirty texts, a quick rush home to meet her and then a night of passion. Much much better. Great kisser, great in bed, just on all round top time. It instantly restored my faith in sex and the fun it involves. I fell to my knees, shouted "praise be to the promiscous lord" and let the sexual healing fill my body.

So two girls in one week, both of which made me realised I should trust my instincts. One I had wished I hadn't done it becuase of what i felt, the other I am glad I picked up on our vibe and had the audacity to be a filthy git on the old text messages.

Made me remember I am good at this stuff!